Hellooooo Friend,,,,
Kalam bhi paas hai,
Kaagaj bhi paas hai,
Likhu to kya likhu,
Jab dil hi tere pass hai…..
Hi…frnds..Me Rahul,,,,
I knw ki meri story kuch ajib hh…bt ye story apne dil se bta rha hu…u knw frnds mje har ek bat yad hh..kuch to hh yrr….wrna meko koi bat hi yad ni rhti…..real me frnd mje smj nai aa rha hh me wo hi monu hu…jo in sb pr kbi believe ni krta tha….bt aj jb meri koi lyf me aya to sb kuch badal sa gya…
Frnds story pr aata hu…..next dy 22 Nov. Ko 8 bje mene msg kiya…us din Sunday tha. ..fir uska  gd mrng ka msg aaya..bs normally baten Hoti rhi….mene wapis se use I like u bol diya bt ab bi uska koi response nai tha….frnds use kese smjta ki mera dil tumhe kitna like krta hh… mene wapis se I love u bola…bt usne bola me in sb me belive ni krti….or usne apni lyf ki story share ki…bt mene usko bola yrr…jruri thodi hh…tum meko pyar kro.. me krta hu kafi hh…
Nd 1 chance do…I promise tumhari lyf change. Ho jayegii….usne bola….ok…bt me love ni kr skti….
Mene Bola ok…mat kro..vese..love kiya nai jata ho jata hh…..hum aache frnds ban chuke they…mene use btaya me use kb se like krta hu…nd use believe dilaya…ki me kbi hrt nai krunga…..usne frndsip ke liye hain to kr diya…bt love ke liye ni.. ..nd real me frnds mje koi problem ni thi..mere liye wo frnd hi kafi thi..yrr..bcz me usse mil skta tha…usse..batn..kr skta….nd mene uske liye kbi galat socha vi..nai..
Nd wo hi roj ki trha hum bus me Milte….
Frnds wo mjse milna chahati thi…bt mene mna kr diya…hum nai milenge…bcz jb tumhe mj pr trst ho jaye…tb dekhnge….hmm..wo zid krti bt.me nai jata.milne..ke liye…bt ek din usne ksm..di to..me apne frnd ke Sath usse..milne chala gya.uski clz me..jb hum…mile to…m to start bs use dekhna…bt jb me uske pass gya to use himmat na hui..dekhne ki…me baten..krta rha…nd use feel vi na hone deta ki me use dekh rha hu….bcz jb dil kisi ko like krta hh or wo pass ho real me hrtbet. Tej ho jati hh…isa kuch mere sath hua..,bt mene apne ap ko control kiya….or usse bat krne ke bad me apni clz chala gya…real me frnd mje love ho gya tha..bt ye kese bolu…bol vi ni skta tha..uska jabab. Ye tha…me love nai kr skti..bs uski ek bat mind me aati..to bolne ki himmat na hoti….us din evng me uska msg aaya I love u…me bs dekhta hi rh gya…ye kya hhh…mene socha shyd galat type ho gya hoga…nd fir Sam ko uska call aya or rone lag gyi..mene use chup kiya. Or bola problem
kya hh btao.. usne boli.ki mje in sb nafrat hh me nai kr skti love….mene. Bola…ok bt chup ho jao…mene use smjaya…or mind thik kiya….frnds really wo bhut aachi. Ladki hh…dil ki aachi hh….islye shyd mje love ho gya…..frnds dire dhireee hmari baten badhne lagi….or hum log best frnd ban gyee…really me mje lgta wo bilkul nasmj..thi…mene use smjaya..or btaya apne life ke baren..mst rho bs…to wo happy rhne lagi…..ek din frnd evng me uska call aaya…or boli..sorry monu mje shyd kbi pyar nai ho skta…nd hum ab kbi bat nai krenge…nd pta na mene us tym gusse.me kya wrd use bol diya….uski saja..m apne ap ko de rha hu…bcz ab kbi uski koi bat pr gussa nai hota. ……frnds jb usne ye bat boli…realyy….apko bta rha hu use ni btaya. Me meri sanse. Ruk gyi thi yrr….ise kese ho skta hh.. bcz me ni skta tha uske bina……me bed pr behosh ho gya…nd kisi ko pta ni tha…5-7 min. Bad mere frnd mere pass aaye…unhonhe..dekha mje kya ho gya..bs us din mje
unhone..sambhala..or mje pani pilaya..nd mje thoda hosh aaya..me beth gya… mje apne ap pr gussa aa rha tha. Or mene apna bleed se hand cut kr liya…bcz use ykin ni ho rha tha…mene use pic send..ki..use koi frk ni pdaa….nd us pagal ne apna hand cut kr liya..or mje send kr di pic….ab ye sb kya ho rha tha smj se bhar. Tha…mene use bat ki…or use smjaya..isa kyu kiya yrr..tumne
Isa kuch….bs normally baten..hui…dusre din me usse milne gya…or dekha..use pain ho rha hh…
Mene Bola aage se isa kbi mat krna ,,,Me kbi kuch nai bolung….bs normally baten..hui…usne bola apna hath dikhao….really me mene use apna hand ni dikhaya bcz mene kuch jyada hand cut kiya tha to usse..ye dekha nai jata…uske zid krne pr vi nai dikaya…
Nd fir wo clz chali gyi..me ghr aa gya…bs hum log roj milne lage…apni baten share krne lge…apni feelings ko share krne lage….ab shyd use vi mjse love ho gya tha….dire dhireee baten bdhna..start ho gya….me soch ni skta tha…yrr…me lyf me kya chal rha h kya…nai…me mstt rhta……dosto mje really bhut love ho gya tha bt hmesha btane se dar lgta tha……nd hmare relationship me humne aps me gift vi diye…bt usne jyda diyee…
Bt frnds. Lyf me kuch isa hua…bcz reallyy..mje vi ni pta…usee vi mjse love ho gya…nd jb hum log milte to wo bina kuch soche smje meko hug krti…bs ye Ada mere dil ko chu…jati….me vese use bolta..sbke shmane..mat kiya kro…wo bolti mje kisi ka darr ni hh…love krti hu tumsee
Bs ab to Hmara love. Or jyada bdh gya,,
Frnds wo jesa chahti me Vesa krta
Bcz me use khus dekhna chahata tha….
Kuch tym bad wo jagha krti bt me kbi nai krta
Nd me apni lyf me frnds ke Sath ghumna..ye sb…enjoy krta tha…..
Bt use ye sb psnd ni tha me kisi frnds se bat kru…
Wo bat bat pr sk..krti…so mene decide kiya uske liye sb kuch chodd dunga…..evn dosto..mene uske liye..apne frnds ko chod diya..nd exgf sbko bol diya meko cal na kre….me bs use apni lyf smjta hu….
Uske baren me meko kuch bolta..me mind nai krta….frnds. Mene apni lyf change kr li…sbse bat krna bnd..kr diya…..bcz wo happy rhe…nd dosto..wo roti bhut thi..so.me use bhut smjata…or wo smj vi jati…
U knw wo meko kisi ke Sath dekhna ye sb psnd ni tha…to mene sb ko limits m bat krta. …
Bcz mje pta na chala me itna change kese ho skta hu…bt frnds..mje sirff..wo chhiyee thii..uske liye really me kuch vi kr skta tha
Wo bolti to har bat man leta…
Kbi kbi wo mje baachoo.jesi..harkty..krti to mind ni krta…
Me use bs ek bat smjta..mstt rhoo..bs..always happyyy
Nd wo bi apne frnds se bat..krni bnd kr diya…
Frnds….me hmesha boys ke jyada tym spend kiya hh mene apni lyff..me to kisi Dost ka phn aata to use lgta…ki me kisi ladki se bat kr rh hu….bt use ye bat kon smjyee..ki me srifff..use love krta hu..usee…mje uski har ek bat psnd thi..bcz I true lov….dosto…mene use smjaya ki ab new year aane wala…tb new lyf start kro…nd hmari aache se bat Hoti..bcz wo mje bhut lov krne lag gyi thi…
Bt kuch tym bad jo na socha wo hone..lga wo jgda krti..me mna leta.
Mje gussa to aata bt bs me usse love krta hu ye soch kr kbi use aj tk ahsas..na hone diya…
Nd dosto wo naraj Hoti me mna leta…bcz me kbi bi naraj ye soch kr na hua…agr me naraj ho gya to uske manaa..bski bat nai hh…nd me use kbi problem me bi nai dekh skta tha…isa kuch ni hota…..mene apni family me bro. Nd sis.ko btaya ki mje love ho gya…to unhe ykin na hua….kyuki.. wo jante they…meri lyf me koi ladki fix rh hi nai skti…mene apni story btayi..or wo phle bolte jis teko love hoga tu apne ap smj jayega,,,,,.bs wo din aa gye they meree
Frnds me bhut love krta tha..bt use kese btata..yr…nd wo bolti ki tum meko love ni krte…
Nd story. Pr aata hu..wo har kisi ki bat ko mind krti..me use smjata..yrr tum happy rha kro…hmesha. …..usne bola mera har new year bekar jata hh..mene use ek bat boli is bar tumhara new year Aacha jayega
Me use bhut khus rkhne ki kosishh krta….kbi kbi koi isi bat bol deti…jisse meko hrt vi pain krta bt me use isa kuch ni bola..bcz me use kbi hrt ni krna chahata tha..mje chahe kitne vi Drd shne pde..bt wo khus rhe…jb wo khus rhti. Really btao dosto me bhut khus rhta…
Bs wo meri lyf ban chuki..thi…
Mje bs uska wait rhta…or use mera….hmari lyff mstt chal rhi thi..
Hum apni lyff mstti…se ji rhe they
Me ghr gya to uska man ni lag rha tha…bcz mera vi nai lag rha tha.. me koi vi Bhana bnaya or. Room pr aa gya…sirf uske liye ye bat usko ni btaya…
Frnd kuch bat hh aj tk use nai btayi…bcz me use rulana…ni chata yrr me use hmesha khus rkhna chahata hu,,,,,,,